The Answer seeker!

Do you realized that whatever you wish (ask) for, is being answered instantly? that instant like your wish is my command? well, yeah, sometimes that instant but only if you have an open mind and open heart. Sign (s) or answer (s) is everywhere and it resonates with you strongly but only if you notice. Honestly, seeing the sign is easier than to digest, to understand and the most to accept them willingly. We are often ignore so hard but the same patterns occurs again and again. Yes, universe and GOD are giving us that harsh and hard signals for us to just stop asking and start accepting.

The less stubborn we are, the lower our egos are, the easier for us to just move on and accept those blessings in disguise or abundances.

I’m a very stubborn lady who believe that I’ve to get whatever I wanted even if it means I’ve to lose something. Recently, I want to invest to new business of selling “oracle and tarot cards”, which are hard to be found in Indonesia and I see the opportunity in doing so. I’ve the money, I know what I’ve to buy, I’ve confident in running it, but what I don’t have is the resource of the delivering the products to me. For days, I compared the prices until I ended up so pissed off knowing I don’t know on how to deliver the products. I can’t do the shipping, I can’t go to the nearest country, Singapore, for the pickups, because it’ll be overbudget. The mind (note : EGO) wanted me to just go through it, universe will help; just keep doing so! but the heart (note : inner-self) wants me to just calm down, don’t be in a hurry, and to just relax; it’s not the right time for you yet.

Silly me , all the ways were opened except the exit gate and I know it clearly, it’s sealed with word written as : closed. Well, usually for my case, I don’t have the money, but this time all settled except the delivery. After I’m tired of fed my egos yesterday, I decided to take deep breath, to listen and to meditate for confirmation today in the morning. Anger, Jealousy, and disappointment came first and stayed for days, until today after the meditation, I realized a very simple thing :

“ It is not we are not supported by GOD and beautiful universe, but we are being directed by them not to waste our time to do the wrong things at the wrong timing.”

Yes, yes, I see the good opportunity in the business terms ; made me so eager, but at the same time, I wasn’t being directed with the right people for the delivery. So why do I have to be angry, to be jealous, to be disappointed for that long for being protected? And we are often decided to respond with negative emotions by starting to blame, feel guilty, crying or angry; rather than to take deep breath, smiling and say Thank you. It’s okay to give negative responds to it, but remember, don’t put so much energy into it for too long; it drains you. You can always ask GOD and universe questions again like again “why”, “what should you do next”, “The lessons you have to learn”, and etcs. C’mon, most of us need explanations before we can truly moving on and letting it go, so why do we have to be afraid to claim for answers and solutions?

Remember, we asked for an answer for our question, a solution, an assurance, a confirmation; but its also depend on us, how mindful we are with the sign given. Don’t seek too hard for an answer because most of time, our heart and surroundings have been trying to tell us but our mind rejects it.

The mind rejects because our mind want to protect us, want to make sure we are safe and the pathways chose is crystal clear for the mind to digest and visualize. But our dearest heart doesn’t guarantee us safety; because the truth aren’t always pleased us but it guides us to the right direction(s) that led us to have beautiful happy ending(s).

So, for whatever you want to do, convey everything to the universe and in your prayers to GOD. Then STOP thinking about it constantly and start breathing. You’ll clear out all the uncertainties and getting answers faster than you’d expected :)

Thank you for reading :)